Wish I could sleep.
(Source: larmoyante)

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Sarah Mclachlan - Angel
I need some distraction,
Oh, beautiful release.
Memories seep from my veins.
Let me be empty,
Oh, and weightless,
And maybe I’ll find some peace tonight.
Cannot believe that 11 years ago I lost a friend. I didn’t understand it then. Still don’t understand it now. But I think I have a better grasp on things. Sometimes you just get caught in a horrible dark place. It’s hard to just leave people behind. It’d be hard for me to leave people and Sebastian Heath behind.
I suppose I should be thankful I experienced losing a friend to suicide at such a young age. Well, that sounds like a terrible sentence. I just mean that I learned so much about holding people who love you close, and showing compassion to those who do not see it enough. Alis grave nil. It’s forever on my left wrist. The closest one to my heart. Nothing is heavy to those who have wings. Rest easy Evan. You are not forgotten, beautiful boy.





